Takot

Bakit ka ba takot na takot?

Sa dami ng pinagdaanan mo, ngayon ka pa matatakot? Bakit ka ba natatakot?

Dahil sa pwersa ng galit na kailangan mong saluhin? Ano na ba ang mga sinalo mo? Tandaan mo, mas mabibigat pa dyan ang sinalo mo at ang lahat ng iyon, sinalo mo ng mag-isa.

Wag mong iwasan ang pagharap sa kinakatakot mo. Natatakot ka kasi baka magkamali ka. Hindi ba lagi ka naman nagkakamali? Buhay ka parin naman di ba? Sugat sugat pero buhay pa.

Wag kang matakot harapin ang kinatatakutan mo. Kung natatakot ka magkamali, kung natatakot ka masaktan, kung natatakot ka mapagalitan, isipin mo na ang pagkakamaling yan, yang takot na yan, yang galit na yan, hindi naman huhupa ang epekto nyan bukas o sa makalawa o sa isang linggo. Hahaba lang ang parusa sayo dahil hanggang hindi dumadating ang bukas, ang makalawa, ang isang linggo, hindi mawawala ang takot mo.

At para hindi ka matakot, gawin mo ng tama. Kung nasa tama ka, wala kang dapat ikatakot.

Wag ka nang matakot. Walang dapat ika takot.


You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.
Johnny Depp (via blackbruise)

(via booklover)


My boyfriend owes 9Gag A LOT.
A LOT I Tells Ya

My boyfriend owes 9Gag A LOT.

A LOT I Tells Ya


OMG

My friend is engaged and I am so happy for her

and

so sad for me.

Tapos na ang 10-10-10

Tapos na ang 11-11-11

Taken na ang 12-12-12

Sorry nalang ako dahil walang 13-13-13

*eto nanaman ako! Putangina talaga!!!Grrrr*


Batanes

Our flight to Batanes was twice postponed and this weekend, I’m hoping tuloy na.

Una, dahil mageexpire na yung validity nung promo na inavail namin,

Pangalawa, dahil kailangan kong makapag isip. Tungkol sa buhay ko.

Kasama ko nga lang si Christian kaya baka hindi ako makapag isip ng maayos pero bahala na. Kapag siguro tulog na sya, mag e-emo muna ako sa labas (sana lang hindi sobrang lamig ng madaling araw doon)

Note: Magdala ng maraming yosi

Excited na ako sa Batanes. Sana mahanap ko dun yung hinahanap ko. O masabi ko sana doon yung kailangan kong sabihin.


To you,

I’d like to say thank you.

Unfortunately, I do not know exactly what for

maybe

because you gave me the happiness I want but not what I needed

because you saved me from the danger I so willingly have risked

because you made me realize things I did not want to but have to

Thank you 

for 

Everything and Nothing




Not Good

I am supposed to be happy. Everything is going as planned. As agreed upon.

But I am not.

Worse, I am getting more depressed.

I wanted to ask for someone to talk to. The problem is, I’ll just waste time because I will not talk anyway. I am afraid to talk.

In a desperate attempt to take my mind off things, I’ll try to do the following SOON:

1. run again

2. start my long overdue scrapbook

3. drown myself in coffee until I get the planner

4. choose a tattoo then save to have it inked

I owe it to myself to do these things. Or else, I will need a more expensive alternative.


When you get so angry that you instantly grow a mustache out of nowhere.